We all are really. It’s so hard though. Every night I’ve been crying. It seems silly really, crying over a small little animal, but he was part of the family and it’s breaking my heart to not have him with us any more. Read More...
Posts Tagged ‘sad’
Getting on with Life
Kat
May 15
|11:13
Shock
Kat
May 12
|14:14
I’m completely stuck. Shocked to the core. Salem’s gone. He got so much worse yesterday evening. We called the emergency vet and kept him as comfortable as possible over night, and took him in this morning. Read More...
Wow, what a wonderful day!
Kat
May 10
|16:55
Kinda not, actually. It was bloody boring, excuse my French. It was just a usual school day in which nothing happened. Read More...
Anxiety.
Kat
Jan 12
|19:23
It’s not nice being me right now. I had a massive pain in the side of my ribs, slightly under them, today. Like, all day.. So I checked it out on the internet and someone had the same problem and was diagnosed with Anxiety Disorder. Check it out on the NHS. Read More...
Everything’s Going
Kat
Jun 26
|19:11
It’s wierd. Before Toby went away, I was getting on with so much; hoovering, washing and tidying my room so it’s ready for decorating. Now he’s gone, I can’t get in the right frame of mind to do things that I can’t do with him. I just miss him loads and it’s affecting everything. I can’t get to sleep because I’m crying, I can’t get out of bed because I don’t think there’s anything to get up for… I just want to hear his voice, but not through a phone, see his face not through photos or a webcam, I want him home. But I’d feel horrible if he really did come home, because it would be my fault that he missed out on his holiday that he’s paid for and won’t get the money back because it would mean everyone else would have to pay more. Plus I know he’s been waiting for this for a while. One thing that’s making me more upset is that he’s not particularly enjoying it and doesn’t think he will. That just makes me feel really upset because he’s having a bad time… I wish I could be with him, more than anything. Read More...
He’s gooone..
Kat
Jun 25
|13:41
Toby has gone. 8am this morning, he left for Blackpool and will leave there on Saturday, I think, to go off to somewhere near Penrith in Cumbria. It’s a guys only holiday, so I couldn’t go along.. Sadly. Read More...
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